So...I don't know if I've mentioned here but I suffer from mental illness. Because of this, there are certain things that are difficult for me to do. One of these things is watching sad shows / movies.  They seem to have too much effect on me and I have an episode. Today, I was watching the new season of a series I love and the main character started taking about her battle with depression and anxiety. I quickly connected with the character and all I was holding deep inside carried over to the surface. Now, as I sit here alone in my room drenched in my own self-pity reminicing about all those good times that never happened, all those waste opportunities and the things that never were. I know that these feelings will pass. I know things will be better. But I know so now. If you have ever felt alone, empty, sad, anxious or simply not yourself seek help. You owe it to yourself to be your best you. It doesn't have to be this way. You are worth so much. I love you all.

I managed to transfer my cellphone photos to my computer start editing the best ones. Below, never before seen, super new, cellphone pics (remastered)

Memories of my precious children

Today. Someone is nosy.

New boots!

Meet Nina, the cutest little puppy in the whole world.

Autumn to Winter change literally happened overnight. This is the result.

Forest flowers.